Sunday, 13 May 2012
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Happy Mother's Day
They Call Me Momma
They wake
The moment sunlight
Begins to light the room
They are anxious
To begin each day
And they call me Momma
They holler for juice
For just about everything
They even play
Let’s make a deal
And they call me Momma
They call me Momma
I call them my children
Or monkeys
Or trouble
Above all
I call them precious
And they teach me a lot.
They illustrate truths
Help mold my character
They hug me
They remind me
Of things when I forget
And they call me Momma
They call me Momma
Many times throughout the day
And though it might
Make one crazy
It's the best feeling to know
I am their Momma
God entrusted them to me
(How scary for them)
They call me Momma
And I am proud
To own the title!
-- helmschick
This is a poem I wrote a few years ago in honor of being a Momma. A few things have changed. They don't so much holler for juice anymore. Now it's more like, "Can I play xbox?", "Can I have a soda?". Before long it will be "Can I go out with my friends?", "Can I borrow the car?". So not ready for that!
I am so blessed to be a mom. My kids are awesome.
Tuesday, 08 May 2012
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Fear Cannot and Will not/ No Fear
Fear cannot live in my heart
Fear cannot live in my mind
If it does it will take the best of me
It will rob me of courage
It will hold me captive
It will strip me of my identity
So Fear will not live here in this house
Fear will not live here in my heart
Nor in my mind
I was made to be courageous
If God is for me who can be against me
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me
I will accept those things I can not change
Others hearts
Others minds
Others choices
I have done my part
I am moving on in my life
I will not be afraid because God is with me.
I have no shame
I have no regret
And I will not fear failing
Because I will never be perfect
I will fall down
I will get back up again
I will continue to grow
My warrior princess heart
And follow Christ everyday of my life
Believing
Boldly Trusting
Brave-- helmschick
Thursday, 03 May 2012
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Today I am so Happy
Today I am so happy
I must smile.
Today I am so blessed
and happy,
So many things in the past,
Have stood in my way.
Peace flows through my soul
I have been made whole.
My present and future
are no longer shadowed by the past
I am so grateful
There is so much love.
And joy follows me daily
I love that I get to experience it
And share it
Today I am so happy.
I love the sound
of my children laughing
and singing.
I love the sound
of paws pitter-patter across the floor
or wet kisses on my nose
Today I am so happy
I love the sun illuminating the sky
and the sound of birds chirping
I love that today I am so happy
I love that I have joy.
I love that I can see how blessed I am
And I love that the Lord has brought me here
Today I am so happy
I must smile.
So many things in the past,
have stood in my way.
Not today,
for today I am so happy.
-- helmschick
Friday, 27 April 2012
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Choices and Fear & Doubt
These are the words that have been boldly on my mind. These are the themes in my life right now. What my heart seems to keep centering on and tuning into. It’s certainly not coincidence that moments, stories, books, and TV show episodes have caught my attention on these subjects. The Lord never ceases to amaze me. I get excited about these things and then I think uh-oh what am I about to learn or be taught.
It’s no surprise that all three of these words can be linked. Fear and doubt most definitely can play a role in our choices. I've been excited about what this chapter in my life may bring. However I have had my fears. I get fired up and say okay God lets go! Then I think okay but nothing too hard. That is when my fear of failure comes in. I don’t want things to be easy breezy though. I do want some challenges in my life. I wish I didn't doubt some of my abilities. I wish I didn't doubt how God can use me. I get inspired by the people He used in the Bible, as well as the people He uses now. Nothing is impossible with God. Then why do I waste my time on fear and doubt. Pshh.. I haven’t a clue other than the fact that I am human. As long as I don’t let it control me I think I’m doing okay. Maybe sometimes it’s because I need to remember scripture or a time when God has shown me his faithfulness. I've gotten a lot better at discerning when the spirit of doubt is tip-toeing its way in. I've been able to shut it down before days go by.
I've been a big advocate for good choices. I understand that all choices have consequences, even good choices. That can be really difficult. But, I’d rather be persecuted for doing what is right, then doing something that is wrong. I’m not always gonna do my best. Sometimes I make mistakes and fall short. When I do fall short I have to remember not to beat myself up. There’s another place doubt can slip in if I let it.
We all have fears and doubts and it’s important to rebuke it when necessary. Memorizing scripture or turning to prayer in these times is a good place to start. Remember who you are in Christ. I also like turning to Beth Moore’s five points:
“God is who He says He is.”
“God can do what He says He can do.”
“I am who God says I am.”
“I can do all things through Christ, who gives me strength.”
“God’s word is alive and active in me.”
(I actually have these written on a note-card taped over my kitchen sink.)
Peace, love, & (most importantly) Jesus,
helmschick --out
Wednesday, 25 April 2012
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Commitment
Commitment is a word that can spark fear as it rolls off the tongue or as eyes read over it. A word that can be associated with an almost never ending series of “What Ifs”. Commitment is a word that attaches itself to other words such as trust, binding, contract, the end, vulnerable, life, love, respect, renewal, and I’m sure I could go on. Whatever words come to mind for you really depend on your outlook of commitment.
Everyone has been affected by commitment. Everyone has had a fear of commitment at some point in their life. Whether it was a romantic relationship, a friendship, an engagement, a contract, or a relationship with Christ. Most want to know what it will cost them. It is a valid question. How much time, money, effort, and self will I have to give? When you really think about it just how much of yourself you’re willing to give is probably a good wager of how much you will get back. With any relationship (and I am talking about a deeper more intimate kind of relationship)vulnerability, trust, time, and respect are requirements.
If the word commitment makes us gasp for air or sends us into a frenzy of panic, we should definitely take the time to figure out why. Perhaps there is good reason. Perhaps it’s a good warning sign. Sometimes a person has burnt us one to many times. However, sometimes we have things we need to let go of and heal from. Trust can be rebuilt. Love can be renewed. Respect can be learned. Fear itself should never have a hold over us and no one should be able to rob us completely of love and vulnerability. We were made for connection.
I remember an episode of Buffy, the Vampire Slayer called Fear Itself. Everyone was so afraid of the fear demon that was going to manifest itself at some point in the episode. In the end it did and it was only a few inches tall. Who makes fear big?!
Never let fear get the best of you. If commitment scares you get to the core of why and face it, be honest. Work through it and heal. There are people and choices out there that are worth giving to.
Peace, love, & Jesus,
helmschick --out
Tuesday, 24 April 2012
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Randoms on the brain
Frustration is your brain trying to figure out the why's of people’s behavior.
Acceptance is knowing in your heart that the why's still won’t justify the behavior. Plus trying to understand the behavior probably isn’t going to help either, because you won’t really understand, and most of the why’s never feel like good enough reason. So, basically brain needs to accept what heart already has. So, accept it brain and quit with the headaches already.
For the record I’m done with American Idol. Over it. I decided weeks ago. I really wasn't going to watch this season anyway. My love for music and curiosity got the best of me. But, now maybe I have closure. Jimmy Iovine is a big music exec, I get that. What I don’t get is why they have his criticism on every result show. For me it’s like nails on a chalkboard. Honestly I was recording it so I could fast forward his opinions. No offense Jimmy, plus its only my opinion anyway. But, isn't it kind of overkill?
Why is it so hard to make friends. Before I was married my closest friends were two guys. Then I married one of them. So, my closest friend is still a guy =). (hubby really is the other half of me) I have a few girlfriends that I've know for many years. Don’t get me wrong I’m uber grateful for these ladies, I just wish that as well as close to my heart they could be close in proximity.
It’s just really hard making new friends. I don’t want fair weather friends. I want Carpe Diem kinds of friends, you know.
I also really need to find me a Women’s Bible study to get involved in. A Women’s ministry even.
I went and saw The Lucky One today. I read the book and liked it. The movie was pretty good, but I wish it would have kept with the book a bit more. The cast was really good. Maybe I shouldn’t read the books before seeing the movies anymore.
On another note, I am a very grateful woman. I love my ogre, haflings, grandpaws, and puppy dog. My hubby, kids, and critters bring me lots of joy. Through laughter and tears. I’m grateful for all God is doing. I’m grateful that He is still molding me and healing me. Imperfect saved by grace but somehow I feel humbly perfect in His unfailing love.
Peace, love, & Jesus,
helmschick --out
Saturday, 21 April 2012
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They Judge
They judge you if you Do
They judge you if you Don't
They judge you because they canThey tell lies
And despise you,
Who really knows why?Are they bitter?
Are they jealous?
Or just plain selfishThey send guilt messages
They try to manipulateAre they broken in anguish?
Do they ever feel remorse?Are their hearts so completely hardened
that they've lost all their hope?
--helmschick
Friday, 20 April 2012
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For Love of Writing

Currently
Dubbed & Freq'd: A Remix Project
By TobyMac
see relatedToby Mac was on the view this morning. He rocked it out and loved what he had to say. Love me some Toby Mac.
Persuaded is the word of the day.
I've been persuaded to doubt what I do, how I write, and sharing it.Then I was persuaded to quit. However now I have been persuaded to make a statement. Doubt and fear are not allowed here!! It’s my blog and I will write if I want. Not only that but, I write because I am led to.
It’s my Blog
It’s therapy
It’s ranting and perhaps rambling
Love and joy
Pain and grief
It’s my blog
It’s my life
It’s being a Christian
Being a woman
Being a wife
It’s Being a mother
It’s my blog
It’s my life
It’s random?!?
It’s ordered
Relevant
A piece of Me
It’s my blog
It’s my life
It’s faith
It’s trust
Patience
Learning
Being obedient
It’s making mistakes
It’s my blog
It’s my life.
It’s hope
It’s How I roll
It’s How to Deal
It's my blog
It's my life.Peace, love, & Jesus,
helmschick -out
P.S. I got me some TobyMac stuck in my head,
"Cause we wanna rise, We wanna touch the other side, We wanna soar, We wanna reach right out for more" TobyMac, Tonight
Thursday, 19 April 2012
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Do you judge a book by it's cover?
What I have read so far this year:
Men Are Like Waffles Women Are Like Spaghetti
Uncharted TerriTORI
The Vow
Thereby Hangs A Tale
The Lucky One
What I am currently reading:
Cast Of Characters ( Common People in the Hands of An Uncommon GOD)
The Love Revolution
Hope for Your Heart
How do you choose a book to read? Does a catchy title grab your attention? Does color or artwork play a part? Is your choice dependent on what you are going through at the moment? Does time of year play a part? Do you research books online or browse certain topics? If someone suggests a book do you check it out? Do you like buying ebooks or are you old fashioned like me? Do you love going to the bargain book section at the bookstore? Do you have a favorite bookstore? Do you prefer fiction or nonfiction? Do you like biographies?
I love a catchy title. A lot of times what I am going through at the time can influence what I read. I love Christian living books From time to time I enjoy a good nonfiction book. My favorite bookstore is Mardels. However I love bookstores in general. I love bargain books, too. I love it when I can get four books for fifteen dollars it makes me feel special. When someone suggests a book I like to look it up online and read an excerpt out of it.
I love to read. I love how books can teach you things and help comfort you. I love to read about scriptures, what they mean and how they are relevant. I love to read about real people, what they go through, how they cope, and what they learn. I love a good redemption story. I love to read about miracles. When others share their stories we learn things and we learn that we are not alone in our trials. God has spoken to me through so many different books. I can’t imagine my life without them.Peace, love, & Jesus,
helmschick --out
Friday, 13 April 2012
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Love Revolution (Kindness matters)

Currently
The Love Revolution
By Joyce Meyer
see relatedOne of the books I have been reading is called the Love Revolution. (Anytime I read or hear the word Revolution, I automatically hear the Beatles song queue... You say you wanna Revolution, well you know,We all wanna change the world.) This book is about different ways we can help and show love to others. Whether you can give money, time, or a smile even. A smile can change a persons day, no lie.
“It is a call to being.. being a person who helps a friend in need...who helps a stranger in need.. who practices aggressive acts of kindness.”
I like that phrase “Aggressive acts of kindness”. Kindness on Purpose! Sometimes it’s hard when we are all wrapped up in our own bubble of daily struggle. Some days we miss out. Some days we are the ones that need to be ministered to or shown love. It’s hard to make each day less about you, but it can be done.
I take more time to smile and make eye contact with people. How many times have you been to the grocery store and the cashier only asks you for your money? Same with out to eat or going through the drive-thru? What happened to hello? Yes, it’s annoying but instead of griping or rolling your eyes what if you show kindness. What if you smile and ask how are you doing. What if you say have a nice day. What about when you are driving down the road and someone cuts you off. Instead of getting annoyed or swearing, why not take a deep breath and remember you are not a perfect driver either.
As christians we are called to love. Not all of my friends are christians. I have some friends who don’t know what they believe. I have some friends who are atheist. However, whoever you are or what you believe, we could all be more kinder. I also hope that all of my friends know that I am here if you need someone to lend an ear, a prayer request, or if you need some positive reinforcement. Let’s all practice a little more kindness and show some love. We all need it.
Peace. love, & Jesus,
helmschick --out
P.S. Let us also not forget our please and thank yous. They go along way and are pretty simple acts of kindness.
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