August 1, 2008
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Next week I turn 30
Next week I turn 30. For about a year I was psyched about it. Then there was a big glitch in my plan.
This year by far has been one of the toughest and most painful. For a few months the enemy tried his hardest to incapacitate me. Pain of any kind is difficult. It can knock the wind out of you and most times it has you begging for mercy. However, life is getting better. I take it one day at a time.
Right now, "figuratively" I walk with a limp. Some days I feel it more than others, but I am still persevering. God is going to heal this hurt. He is healing it. The silence was almost deafening last night, but today is so completely different.
I'm letting go of my plans for turning 30 and whatever I thought might make it THE pivotal moment.(even though it may still prove to be so/ just different from what i expected). I'm letting go of all of the life I thought I'd have sorted out, behind me, or healed from. It's all in God's hands.
-helmschick
Comments (4)
Wow, Amy, I hope everything is ok, take care! And don't worry about turning 30, it's just a number, but it is better than the 20's , I promise!
Shirley
Happy Birthday!!!!!!
So good to see you back on here!!!!! The best b-day present you could give yourself is exactly what you said--let go and give it all to God. Happy Early Birthday to you!
Happy Early Birthday. We miss you and hope to see you soon. Iam glad you are back to writing. You are in oour prayers every night. Love ya
I pray your 30's are good to you - I think it's a great age. Seems more distant the closer I get to 50 (though that is still a few years off).
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