June 28, 2012

• From my heart, or off my chest

  Ever feel like your life is a tornado of Somethings? (been watching to much Stormchasers)

  Something something SomEthIng
       SOMETHING something SOMETHING
            somethingsomethingsomethingsomething
      And another something and another
        Something something SomEthIng
       SOMETHING something SOMETHING
            somethingsomethingsomethingsomething
                 And another something and another
              Somethingsomething SomEthIng
                      And another something and
                          something SomEthIng
                          somethingsomethingsomething
                                something something
                                      somethingsomething
                                            SOMETHING
                                                  something
                                                       something              (well you get the picture)

   

  I mean just a month, a week, a day.. where you just want to walk outside and calmly say or yell ” hey time out please.”
  Even just now trying to write/ vent this out. Two somethings no three. Right in my way. I had to ask my daughter sweetly and then to be dramatic in my Gollum voice, Please I needs it, I needs to write, Its my PRECIOUS. (We’ve been reading the Hobbit)( she says I do a good job with the voices)

  Oh well I feel this way today. Lucky that feelings are fleeting. I feel calmer now. Just a bit irked. Irked at getting the hives. Not knowing what is causing the hives. Can’t afford to find out yet what is causing the hives. Medicine side effect irritability. I should be grateful I even have some meds for it. Not that they really worked this time around. I have a few or twenty other things on my mind at the moment as well that are giving me grief. It is alright. Perseverance. Prayer. A nice soothing bath in baking soda. Maybe a cheeseburger too. My cheeseburger intake has been low since I started working out. Speaking of working out, err writing that out, did that today. Should be thankful because I might have been a snarling beast had I not.

  I hate it when i wrestle, wrestle, wrestle, with things I cannot do anything about. Do what I can when I can. Deal with it. /cough … isn’t your blog called how to deal? oh ya I should also add that I should stop wrestling and trust God with it all, too.

  Thanks for letting me vent.

  Peace, love, and Jesus,

  helmschick –out

   

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